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resolution?

2012-01-01T22:13:00.002+07:00

so, first of all, happy new year 2012!
I hope this year's going to be as good as 2011.
let me review about 2011 first.

2011 has been a good year for me, well, there are good and bad things happened in this year. at least, i learned so many things in 2011, about life, love, friends and family. it goes too fast for me, really, i mean, i never expected 2011 will be the most fastest year ever. i thank a lot for everything happened in 2011 :)

I really hope 2012 going to be a good year, maybe a better year than 2011. well, i will not forget 2011. the best year of my life. i want to live in 2011, let me repeat that year again please? :|

well, i have some resolution for this year, but i'm not sure about it, because if i put up a resolution in each new-year, it didn't work out as i expected. so, should i put up any resolution for 2012? i just hope the best for this year. for my life, in everything. love, family, friends and study.
you know, everything in 2011 will be remembered, really, i love that year more than any other year. met someone, lost someone, all in one year. the bad/sadness payed by a better happiness/good thing... i hope nothing bad happen in 2012. i really wish nothing bad happen.

so, hoping for the best but expecting the worse...?

xo,

2-0-1-2

2012-01-01T21:53:00.001+07:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 !!!!!!!!!

My mission for my future plan!

2011-12-06T12:47:00.000+07:00

So this is what I'm going to do when I graduate......

When I graduate from my first degree, I would like to continue my study. I want to take business course, because in the end I will make a business for Fashion. As my major is fashion management, I would like to make a business out of fashion. My goal is to make a fashion brand, because that is what I dream from high school. Having a fashion brand, well I’m still not sure if its going to be collaboration with my friend or not, but well, for designing maybe I can make my own design. It does not have to be perfect, but at least I can make a new trend for fashion.

That’s my goal for my life after I graduate, I have to success in my career. After having a brand, I think I’m going to prepare for my wedding, but I’m not really want it fast, because I want to focus to my career.

OKTOBRE

2011-10-02T12:46:00.002+07:00

Membuka bulan baru, (Oktober) dengan berbagai macam hal.
Membuka bulan Oktober dengan kecerian dan kesedihan yang menjadi satu.
Semoga dibulan oktober ini segalanya berjalan lancar.
:)

2011-09-25T20:56:00.002+07:00

"ngeliat orang yang paling lo sayang tiba-tiba berubah di depan lo tuh nyakitin banget. ga bakal ada yang tau sesakit apa, tapi yang pasti itu nyakitin banget. tapi semoga dia bisa ngerti dan bisa tau apa yang dirasain saat ini. anggep aja pembelajaran." -- :(

for you someone out there who let me go without a clear reason why, i know how it feels, and i'm sure this is how you feel. learn from your mistake.

life.

2011-09-17T18:19:00.003+07:00

banyak hal yang perlu di pertanyakan di hidup.

lo gak bs nyalahin orang sepenuhnya karena MEREKA SEPERTI ITU juga dikarenakan ada yang salah dengan ulahmu.

tolong mengaca kepada diri sendiri. tanyakan pada diri sendiri, mengapa dia seperti itu? mengapa semua menjadi seperti ini? pasti bukan hanya satu pihak yang salah.

coba introspeksi diri. diri lo ga selamanya bener. lo gak sempurna.

tolong lo hargain orang.

2011-09-06T13:20:00.002+07:00

Time is what we want most, but what we use worst.

— William Penn

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Don’t depend too much on anyone in this world, because even your own shadow leaves you when you are in darkness.

— Ibn Taymiyyah

London Bridge Is falling down...

2011-08-29T00:49:00.003+07:00

Puasa tahun ini sangat tidak terasa seperti sebulan penuh. cielah.
kayak, cepet banget puasanya... sebulan itu ternyata cepet juga ya..
sebentar lagi masuk deh :(
overall, this holiday's good enough... bener2 2011 sebentar lagi udah mau selesai loh, mau lanjut ke 2012...
gak kerasa banget perasaan cepet banget :(

2011 bener2 deh ga ketara banget bener2 banyak surprises nya!! hahaha :)

ttyl.

But I've never met one like you

2011-08-14T00:53:00.004+07:00

And no matter where I go
I gotta let them know
That this song here is about you

All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough your glow it makes your soul stand out from all the rest, baby.
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Diamond girl,
Only one in the world,
Just one of a kind,
She mine.

MATIIIK BANGET DEH dikasih lagu ginian.

U.K

2011-06-17T22:54:00.001+07:00

So, this is the "summer break" that i've been waiting for so long! yes, I'm going to London.
LONDON'S FUN. Supposed to be SUMMER, but they got the cold summer. Who cares anyway? Since I'm enjoying the view of this country and having a good summer.
Should visit London anytime soon :)

x,

June?

2011-05-19T16:22:00.003+07:00

a kind of excitement of going to London this June just make me so........ Idk.
I'm not that actually excited, 'cause I know that I'm going to buy lots of stuff in which I know that my luggage will not fit. :(
Anyway, mix-ing some of mine that I will bring to London. In which, they say that it will be kinda cold at night....

Yes, I'm going to wear that lovely pink sneakerzzzzz of Reebok

xo,

2011-05-05T04:00:00.002+07:00

Can't barely sleep before 1 or 2 AM.
not good. yea I know rite..
Anyway, got nothing much after the mid exam.. not really into my mood of good life but well, it's better than February and March. Oh wait, it's May already. Hopefully, May's just as GOOD as April. You know how I love April from the very first of April :)

June, yes I can't wait for June. Anyway, nothing to talk about. Not much lately, let me sleep now or else I'm not going to wake up in da morning and feelin' like P.Diddy like what Ke-$-ha did. HA! not funny, I know and who cares anyway.

TTYL, x.

MAY!

2011-05-01T22:47:00.001+07:00

This is how I spend my saturday night, the first of May.
watching chelsea fc with Iyes & Adit while they're having their sleepover at my how and umm... Chelsea win the match, good one ey? :)

x,

Better you read this,

2011-04-29T22:24:00.001+07:00

Knocked down everything I tried to do.
That sounds something like me holding you.

My first mistake was letting you into my life (Yes it was)
My second mistake was allowing you into my bed (Laying in my bed)
My third mistake was loving you more than I should
Oh, I really should know better
My fourth mistake was sitting with you,
While you're telling me that you can't do this anymore.

2011-04-16T21:42:00.001+07:00

2011-04-13T20:22:00.000+07:00

oh life, why so monotone ey?

Friends, love.

2011-03-20T19:09:00.005+07:00

HAHAHA, this girl here, her name is Laudita Tessa. She's one of my good-friend. We share everything about our boy's problem(s), we give advices to each other, and so on. She's one of the "crazy" friend, which more into "gak bisa diem". She's a lovely friend also.
and every time I talk to her or chat with her, I will always laugh.
And this twitter, she's talking about her friends in class (the girls).

love,
x.

Last Saturday Night, love.

2011-03-20T01:47:00.003+07:00

:')

2011-03-11T08:27:00.003+07:00

BISMILLAH! after having trouble with safari & firefox... with the loading pages and so on... last night was.... idk. wait, wait, then I tried this morning, like 20 minutes ago, and.. no crash of this thing.. yeay :D
and the site said that........ (just see it by yer self)

please God, You'd love me don't You?

2011-03-10T22:20:00.001+07:00

random.

2011-03-10T02:08:00.002+07:00

The good thing about me is, the old me and the 'now' me (I mean, people will change from time to time...) look alike, as in, no big difference from how I talk, from how I write... for some only I think. ha!
oh... I'm gonna update my blog... tomorrow maybe, if I got time which I'm sure I will not gonna have enough time to update this thing.
:(
don't miss me, I'll be back.
xo,

2011-03-09T07:50:00.001+07:00

Change. But start slowly because direction is more important than speed.

— Paulo Coehlo

2011-03-09T07:45:00.002+07:00

haven't update this blog lately and tumblr. Currently, not in the mood to open such as facebook,twitter,tumblr,blogspot,last fm,deviantart. I'm sick, physically, seriously like a real sick as in influenza. Need more bed-rest. and lately, upcoming class project makes me sick also, like... you know. too many things to do.
So, I don't know what should I write here, atm.
Oh, I'm going to London this summer, maybe... and hopefully. yes, hopefullleeyyyy! and Hong Kong for winter? or next summer? idk..

2011-03-09T07:43:00.000+07:00

seek-red soon-dae.

2011-03-06T22:00:00.000+07:00

2011-03-06T21:45:00.002+07:00

No one knows how much I LOVE WONDER WOMAN.

buy me this m.a.c limited edition of wonder woman... please?

2011-03-01T21:55:00.000+07:00

http://www.london-milan-courses.com/courses.htm <<----- MAU IKUT.

Current Aaddiiccttiioonn

2011-02-28T01:18:00.002+07:00

FLORRIE

yes. I'm in love with her songs!
check out my last.fm so you'll know what I'm talking about.

2011-02-25T00:07:00.003+07:00

The good thing for having some kind of "Princess" label from my mom-dad is.... that I could have anything that I want. well, not everything (sometimes).

gotta wait 'til next week cuz I'm gonna have my T-MOBILE SIDEKICK!!!
sebenernya udah pengen dari beberapa taun lalu, tapi baru nemu ada yang jual di Indonesia! :')
and... well, I'm having a good life now.
last week: had a good time for shopping with dad.
this week: had a good time for shopping with mom.
and so, i'll be waiting for having my own shopping time.
hopefully... as soon as possible.

---x

Semester II

2011-02-24T21:21:00.003+07:00

welcome back dear lovely friends. which I know that actually... we "love" to be back to school or whatsoever you called this thing.
first of all, yes. sure. back with my lovely girl(s).

it's Ody!

mi luvly < / 3 girls. :*

lost without you

2011-02-20T23:09:00.003+07:00

Why do you have to go away?
What did I do wrong?
Is everything wrong?
What happen to us?
What happen to you?
Are you sure about this?
I'm going to miss you.

You know, it's hard to find someone like you, but I hope that I will have someone better than you.
Thank you for everything, just remember that I love you. yes, I do. You may not know this, but hey, I really wish that you will come back someday.

2011-02-19T16:49:00.001+07:00

at last. my DA (DeviantArt) is... B-A-C-K.

go check it out!

CLICK HERE

a bit of singapore

2011-02-17T23:25:00.001+07:00

quick visit.

2011-02-14T08:05:00.000+07:00

I would love to say that this is the best holiday in 2011, well so far this one's the good one :D
having a great valentine experience in singapore, even though i didn't get any flowers, but o well, who cares? at least i spend it lovely and having a great time here in Singapore.
I'm not ready to come back to Jakarta, but, I still got around 2 days left here in Singapore.
I'm going to have a shopping time tomorrow :)

so...
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING :)
it has been a good and yet the best holiday evvvvv---uuurrr!!!
love it.

Freffy.

2011-02-11T00:42:00.003+07:00

wait, what? mom used to live in London for a year? and why did she went back to this f-ing country?.
God, give me a boyfriend like freddie (skins season 4-generation 2). He's so sweet, yes, like... super sweet. Good thing he's with effy. love 'em.

2011-02-09T12:37:00.006+07:00

you get what you want.

i gave you 3 branded bags, millions to pay.
but, i love you, so i gave you three, while i only bought one.
i put you to an expensive school, from the very first time you had to go to school.
you wanted to have a short holiday to singapore, only for shopping, i bought the tickets.
fyi, your tickets price had almost same price like your 3 branded bags.
it is enough? or you want some more?
i'm fine with it as long as you happy, and as long as you keep working on your best.
and, keep it simple. don't let people think that you're a spoiled brats like the other rich kids. i know that you're different from them. you might be rich but you have to look simple. because sometimes, money can't buy your happiness.

-mom.
glad to have a mom like you,

2011-02-09T11:59:00.004+07:00

I pulled the trigger. "It was fun", I said a minute after I died. Now, I don't know where I am. I regret of what I did and I thought I will meet God. But I can't find God, because they put me in Hell.

had fun with the girls, yes, the girls.

2011-02-08T15:46:00.003+07:00

hello reality, why’d you have to be so hurtful?

2011-02-07T05:32:00.001+07:00

Boy, you should ask them devils or angels, when will they take me like they took you away?

please, don't go.

2011-02-07T04:04:00.005+07:00

and all of sudden, the time stops, everything's different.
even my favorite song can't heal me.
even tears can't get out from my eyes.
i still can't believe what you wrote.
i wish its only a joke.
i wish this day is April.
then you say, "hey honey, it's april fool"
then i feel stupid.
But i guess, its not. its for real.
hello reality, why'd you have to be so hurtful?

ey boy, till the day we meet again. :")

2011-02-06T14:43:00.006+07:00

In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for us
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

P.S: If you wanna watch this video, check out my facebook profile. I share this video on my profile.

40 days ago...

2011-02-04T04:11:00.005+07:00

years to go, days to end, times to kill, those moments will always in our memories. We will meet again, sooner or later. Thank you for all the things that you gave us, you always bring happiness, yes, always in every minute, day and year we spent.

2011-02-04T04:07:00.004+07:00

We love the things we love for what they are.
— Robert Frost

hey G boy,

2011-02-03T13:08:00.002+07:00

Its kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smiling down
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
I still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still living you're life, after death

lovvvvee

2011-01-31T00:24:00.001+07:00

lovely monday

2011-01-25T10:45:00.003+07:00

I'm so happy that could make other people happier than me.
Thank God for giving me the best 'best-friend' in this whole wide world.
Amazingly, he thought that we're not that so best-friend, which more than it.
Anyway, love to see you happy :)

2011-01-07T02:44:00.001+07:00

A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one.

— Mae West

2011-01-02T14:22:00.002+07:00

stuck in the middle of coffee shop, when random thoughts pop out from my head. of kors.
anyway, its all about how someone that you love's gone.

you will not realize it until its gone.

its been a week that you're not around us anymore,
may you be in a better place and, happy new year, friend.

2011-01-02T12:31:00.001+07:00

“There is a difference between dreaming and pretending…
Dreaming is a good thing cause it brings new things to life
Pretending is an ending that perpetuates a lie.”

—	Goodbye Alice in Wonderland

http://indigopearl.tumblr.com/

2011-01-02T00:19:00.001+07:00

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”

—	Marilyn Monroe

2010-12-31T18:05:00.001+07:00

IT'S NEW YEAR EVE

Quick Visit

2010-12-31T16:41:00.002+07:00

I went to Bandung for one and a half day.
It was not that prepared much as I did a few months before.
Anyway, I got lots of fun tho'.

3 hours of will-not-to-be-forgotten moment.

2010-12-29T04:03:00.003+07:00

So, my friend, well, one of my closest friend in class has just arrived in Jakarta around 9-ish. He's from Jogja anyway. Supposedly, me and Dhana gonna pick him up at the Airport, but well.. It's been a hard day since its raining everywhere with a terrible wind out side, so we decided to not pick kanzy up at the airport. I asked Dhana to go to Gandaria City, and asked Kanzy to come, but its still raining until around 9 or 10-ish.
And so the plan was changed, Dhana asked me around 11-ish that he picked Kanzy at Sultan then he's heading to my house to picked me up.
And so, 3 hours in Bintaro.... before ending up to visit Global Jaya by passing through, we had a great time at my house, laughing and make konyol things.

I feel so happy now, I could have a chance to meet kanzy before everything back to normal, at the end, there's my old friend that could cheer me up :")

2010-12-28T10:42:00.002+07:00

This was the day after your lost.
Hey boy, I've been had a trouble sleeping, seriously, I can't sleep.
I woke up about 3 times in the middle of the night. Seriously, Even though we're not that close, but I feel the lost from one of my friends.
Even though, we're going to make a reunion, in the future, but we're not gonna meet anymore.

Hey boy, how's it going up there? I hope you're in a good place, we're gonna meet again someday. We will have a reunion complete with you someday.
See you later boy, you have been the great, best, brave, funniest yet talented person that I've ever known.
I only can wish you the very best of new life up there, I hope that you're okay and yet have better place.

Gloomy Monday,

2010-12-27T23:32:00.003+07:00

I thought I will have a fun, bright, amazing monday with my bestfriends.
Yet, God has change the plan.
Woke up at 10 a.m., mom's calling out.
I thought, "What's wrong with my mom calling me out at this, well I called it, morning? Unusual."
then I picked up the phone, she asked me randomly.
"Do you know 'G'? Is it your friend?"
and well, first thing on my mind, "mom? why so random?"
and I answered, "Yes. Why?"
and then, she told me this BAD NEWS about him.
"He's gone. He's dead."
and at one moment, I am TOTALLY....SPEECHLESS.
then, I cried so hard, can't believe what just my mom told me.
I keep saying "Are you sure mom? What happened to him? Please, you're wrong, its not rite mom please, he's still alive mom! It's not him maybe, please" with my tears keep going down from my eyes...

Hey, my friend... Even though we're not that close, but there's one moment that I would like to thankfully to you.
even though its only a small thing that you did, and I'm not sure that other people would do that anyway, but, truly, thank you for what you did to me.
You kept my bag (or locker key, I forgot) with you. Then, I'm at class, can't find my bag, everyone told me that what I'm looking for is with you. It was there, the moment where I can talk and said Thank You to you. I took my bag to your class, looking for you, and you gave me my bag.
Never thought you would do that, I mean, never knew you could care to a person that not really close to you.

Hey my friend, have a good rest in peace. I'll pray for you. We will missed you so much. We love you, as you know.. We will love you forever. I shouldn't cry for you, please, you're the best. I'm sure we will meet each other again someday, all of us, Angkatan 10 GJIS.

much love,

winter

2010-12-25T17:31:00.003+07:00

this winter break, what am I supposed to do?
too many homework(s).
unfair.
yes. I always loveeee holiday back then, when i could spend a month of holiday with friends WITHOUT many works that I have to think of.
blah.
end of story

2010-12-19T22:10:00.005+07:00

here,
I'm a bit chinese, like only 20%

2010-12-19T21:27:00.005+07:00

you’re my sweetest dream come true

2010-11-17T21:04:00.004+07:00

iloveyou, :)

room-make-over.

2010-11-15T21:10:00.004+07:00

at last!! I got what I want.
so, this is what my room looks like, after I bought the tables and so on yesterday, wooo hooo!

2010-11-08T22:04:00.002+07:00

I have no idea what should I write now, got nothing to do, well there are many things that I should do, sorry but I'm too lazy to make this Project.
Fashion Illustration Project's killing me.

anyway, there are nothing so special, since, this university life's killing me slowly.
I... actually, still have this VOGUE, ELLE, NYLON and other magazines that I haven't touch it SINCE this univ life makes me busy.

nothing much to do, I need day off. days off. yes, like for 5 weeks. its enough for me. sure, sure I missed my old life. e-m-o? not at all. HA!

2010-10-10T21:20:00.001+07:00

its been a while since I'm no longer a high-school student.
and well, life's goes on...

2010-10-10T20:42:00.001+07:00

Destination Unknown

2010-10-10T20:25:00.001+07:00

you know better than I do.

new

2010-09-04T10:57:00.002+07:00

akhir2 ini sibuk ospek kuliah, ya capek sih tapi ini nih hidup baru akan dimulai.
punya temen baru, kenalan sana sini, gak tidur demi tugas ospek.
gak pernah gw kyk gini sebelumnya, secara ya di global gak ada yg namanya MOS gini.
seru sih gw akuin, baru pertama gw kyk gini, asik juga ternyata. pengalaman baru. lumayanlah.

gw sekarang turun di lobby gedung yang cuma ada 1 gedung, turun, naik lift, ke lantai yang di tuju. kalo dulu, harus turun di gerbang blkg, finger print, naik tangga ke lantai 3, cari kunci loker di tas, buka loker, cari buku, baru jalan ke kelas.
kalo udah bel break, ke kantin rame2 ato gak ke common room. sekarang, kalo gak ke warteg, ke smoking area di blkg ato gak ya di lobby blkg.
kalo dulu, bisa ngocol2 ke guru, becanda, kocak2an rame2 di kelas bareng anak2 IPS.
sekarang harus lebih serius dari dulu.
kalo dulu, mau cabut kluar gedung sekolah, gak bisa seenaknya. harus pake alesan surat izin dulu, repot lagi nyari guru tutor lah, kepala sekolah lah.
kalo sekarang, lo bosen juga tinggal ngesot ke mall sebelah kampus.
mau makan siang juga ga harus ke kantin, bisa langsung di foodcourt mall sebelah aja.

kalo sekarang seangkatan kira2 300 anak, kalo dulu, 100 anak aja ga nyampe.
kuliah bakal seru juga kok, pasti. belum kebiasa aja sekarang2 gini, masih keinget jaman2 sekolah. perlu adaptasi banget sama dunia perkuliahan.
hahaha, dulu aja pengennya cepet2 selese sekolah. muak sama sekolah. taunya pas ninggalin sekolah, malah pengen balik, pengen lagi bener2 kayak dulu.

sekarang mau ngumpul kyk dulu lagi juga ga bisa. temen2 udh pada pergi keluar negri tuk kuliah. gini ya rasanya pisah sama temen2? meski masih ada beberapa disini, tapi pasti jadi beda aja. nanti mainnya udah beda2 lagi.
ga kerasa deh, 3 taun tuh cepet juga ya. perasaan dulu lama banget gak naik2 kelas, tapi makin deket lulus makin cepet banget waktu berlalu. perasaan baru kemaren masuk kelas akuntansi tuk pertama kalinya banget di kelas 11. masih ngeliat keliling, di otak cuma "oooh kelas ips isi nya kayak gini", ngeliat anak2nya. masih gatau pelajaran sosiologi, akuntansi, geografi, karna pas kelas 10 ga pernah belajar gituan.
pas kelas 12, udah jaman2nya sibuk mau UAN, anak2nya makin ngocol karna banyak yang cabut lah, banyak yang ga peduli kelas. tapi seru. itu yang bikin keinget2 sampe sekarang.
kapan ya bisa kayak gitu lagi? ga akan bisa. udah beda2 sekarang, udah misah banget.
mau kayak apapun kedepannya, pasti temen2 lama gw akan selalu gw inget :)

Intinya cuma,
Gw kangen SMA.

2010-07-26T19:50:00.001+07:00

Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter, coldens me for I have yet to sleep.
And never, will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me.

I hope it's something worth the waiting,
It’s the only time that I ever feel real.
Thunderstorms could never stop me,
'Cause there's no one in the world like you.

:)
Emily - FFTL.

2010-07-26T19:43:00.001+07:00

You won't see me cry, I'm hiding inside
My heart is in pain but I'm smiling for you
Oh baby I've tried to make the things right,
I need you more than air when I'm not with you,
Please don't ask me why, just kiss me this time
My only dream is about you and I.
Can I get to your soul?
Can you get to my thought?
Can we promise we won't let go?
All the things that I need,
All the things that you need,
You can make it feel so real.

summer '10

2010-07-11T04:17:00.001+07:00

2010

2010-07-05T22:59:00.002+07:00

Friends Forever.

2010-07-05T22:54:00.002+07:00

I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Is my love, your drug?

2010-07-04T22:16:00.002+07:00

I've got a sick obsession,
I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley,
I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping,
Hit my head against the walls

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!
My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

2010-07-04T21:59:00.004+07:00

Kangen Sekolah.
Kangen temen-temen.
Kangen 12 A.
Kangen 12 IPS.
Kangen plaza B.
Kangen Common Room.
Kangen masuk sekolah seenaknya jam berapapun.
Kangen loker 182 A.
Kangen kelas-kelas.

Pengen balik lagi ke Global.
:(

tell you goodbye - big bang

2010-07-04T21:26:00.001+07:00

Still thinking about this thing a lot
You got me shaken up
(Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round
(Please tell me there's a way)

Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up

I'll never find better, better than you

2010-06-11T13:57:00.000+07:00

I HATE JUNE.

G-R-A-D-U-A-T-I-O-N

2010-05-31T20:48:00.002+07:00

GLOBAL JAYA INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL
CLASS OF 2010
FINALLY GRADUATED FROM HIGH SCHOOL

2010-05-25T20:35:00.002+07:00

i dont know what to write, since i have no mood left to tell how i feel about my life. since that thing back then.
anyway,
so...
still... i don't know what to tell you about, my life's not as good as it used to be. different. changing. yea, everybody's changing but well, it sucks so much for me, for my last year of high school and last year with my friendsssss......
wish me luck for June.
:(
I'm truly sad with May.
I hate MAY.
and maybe JUNE too.
or JULY too.
or whatevs.

I want my life before MAY back :"(

2010-04-28T03:12:00.000+07:00

You know you love me, I know you care,
just shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my heart
and we will never ever ever be apart.

so, this is life

2010-04-27T01:01:00.000+07:00

Truth Hurts.
How unfair life is.
Even if there's a second chance, but it still hurts a lot.
Should I say Thank You or what?
Should I cry?
Should I gone?
Should I die?
What should I do?
Could you please help me?
I need this so much, please?

2010-04-23T02:06:00.004+07:00

Spend time with your love ones because you will never know when your time is over. -Mushy

2010-04-23T02:06:00.003+07:00

Perfect person doesn't exist in love. There are only people who are perfect for each other.

2010-04-20T01:18:00.001+07:00

True love is like rain. You can feel it, but you can't stop it.

:'( i miss you grandma...

2010-04-07T00:07:00.003+07:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

2010-04-05T00:58:00.001+07:00

You are the thunder and I am the lightening
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally

You have a way of moving me,
A force of nature, your energy,
It comes naturally

2010-03-31T23:47:00.001+07:00

No matter how bad your day becomes, its so relieving that at its end, there's someone waiting for u to make everything alright.

2010-03-29T20:41:00.000+07:00

Feelings are made to be expressed, its not meant to be helpless nor kept.

2010-03-29T19:30:00.001+07:00

Anyone can make u happy by doing something special, but only someone special can make u happy without doing anything

2010-03-29T00:29:00.003+07:00

So, now I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever.

I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you we're meant to be together

H-3

2010-03-20T00:16:00.000+07:00

3 HARI LAGI UAN.
bye gw mati.

doain yang terbaik untuk angkatan 10 ya :")

2010-03-06T10:44:00.000+07:00

“I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I am not the devil. I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.”

—	Marilyn Monroe

Cloudy... day...

2010-03-02T23:11:00.001+07:00

Wait...

2010-03-02T23:06:00.001+07:00

G

2010-03-02T22:44:00.000+07:00

Georgia

2010-03-02T22:34:00.003+07:00

shit!
i just cant stop listen to Calvin Harris - Flashback song!

I'm coming round and now my vision is so clear
If I could change my state of mind, then I would disappear
The love I get from you is something I can't chance
And I could let you slip away, without a second glance

Why can't I realize I'm fighting for my life?

This is like a flashback
This is like a dream
This is like all the things you can fit inside a memory

2010-02-21T22:45:00.000+07:00

Life brings tears, smiles & memories. The tears dry, the smiles fade, but the memories last forever.
-Unknown

2010-02-16T22:48:00.000+07:00

If I fell in love with you,
Would you promise to be true?
And help me understand.
Cause I’ve been in love before,
And I found that love was more,
Than just holding hands.

— The Beatles

2010-02-11T13:14:00.000+07:00

Dear Vanessa Izka:

2010-02-04T08:48:00.000+07:00

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

HAHA!
remember this?
:)

STALK.

2010-01-15T00:08:00.001+07:00

gw nge stalk diri gw sendiri. LUCU.
gak lah, tapi gw abis ngeliat2 blog dari taun 2007, ya bukan ya? ya kali ya.
gitu deh dari PERTAMA banget gw bikin blog, gila dulu blog gw COLOURRRRRFUL abis. terus isinya beda banget sama kata2 gw yg sekarang. CIELAH.
terus terus, KOCAK isinya gak banget.
kalo diliat2 sih sejak ma petrik isinya lebih gimanaaaaaaaa gitu HAHAHHA serius.
oh terus apa ya ya ya ya
tidur ah. kapan2 ngisi kyk jaman2 dulu ah :)

KRAZY

2010-01-13T16:55:00.004+07:00

2010-01-11T20:48:00.000+07:00